Are you ready? The inimitable Charlie Kaufman has created another enigmatic, creative, and ambitious film which even goes beyond the screenplays he wrote for Being John Malkovich, Adaptation, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and his direction of Synecdoche, New York and Anomalisa in its psychological complexity and macabre explorations of joy, sadness, love, family, memory, madness and fantasy.

I'm Thinking of Ending Things is based on the scary acclaimed novel of the same title by Canadian Iain Reid. Kaufman takes the ordinary events and things of our lives and makes them both universal and singular.

We are drawn into the experience of a young man taking his girlfriend for a first time visit to meet his parents on their family farm. We feel in our senses the eeriness of driving in a car on a deserted country road during a snowstorm. We squirm through the social awkwardness at the dinner table. We share the girlfriend's desire to snoop around Jake's childhood bedroom with its bizarre mixture of toys, DVDs, and books. We identify with their mixed-up accounts to his parents about how they met. After an unappealing look at the animals on the farm, a horrible story about the death of some pigs, and a descent into a grungy basement, we are as eager as the girl to leave the farm and go home!

Jake and Lucy have dinner with his parents.

Throughout this psychological thriller, we identify with Lucy (Jesse Buckley) who has been dating Jake (Jessed Plemons) for perhaps seven weeks. She is an aspiring poet who works as a waitress. In her voice-over narration, she expresses her admiration for his niceness but admits she is seriously thinking about ending their relationship. He bores her with his lectures on every subject under the sun.

Getting increasingly confused, Lucy doesn't know what to make of Jake's creepy parents (Toni Collette and David Thewlis) who are both crazy and irritating, not to mention their ability to shape shift from old to young. When Lucy finally convinces Jake they need to leave, we are as baffled as she is to find a Tusley Town Ice Cream store open on a lonely road in the middle of a snowstorm. And, like her, we don't understand why he insists on stopping at his old high school.

Lucy at the Tusley Town Ice Cream storm.

Each of us is comprised of a ragtag band of identities, roles, and personas. In order to survive change, we create new personalities. The idiosyncratic characters in many of Charlie Kaufman's films are resilient and fluid characters. American psychiatrist Robert Jay Lifton calls them protean selves. This tendency -- to fantasize aspects of ourselves or assume new identities -- could be what the narrator is referring to when she quotes Oscar Wilde: "Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation."

If you want to tap into your protean self, writer and director Charlie Kaufman is your spiritual teacher. Or perhaps you will want to learn a thing or two from the janitor (Guy Boyd) at Jake's old high school, who is one of those isolated persons who plays a larger role than he knows.

After the film is over, you may want to look up these resources, which have shown up in the characters' protean selves:

  • the musical Oklahoma
  • the film criticism of Pauline Kael
  • the poetry of Eva H.D.
  • the novel Ice by Anna Kavan
  • the film director Robert Zemeckis
  • the Theory of Colours by Goethe
  • a David Foster Wallace essay
  • a discussion of John Cassavetes' film Woman Under the Influence
  • the closing speech from the film A Beautiful Mind

Finally, although it is not quoted in the film, this poem by Rumi speaks to the spiritual challenges facing the characters:

The Guest House

This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.
A joy, a depression, a meanness,
Some momentary awareness comes
As an unexpected visitor.
Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows,
Who violently sweep your house
Empty of its furniture,
Still, treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out for some new delight.
The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
Meet them at the door laughing,
And invite them in.
Be grateful for whoever comes,
Because each has been sent
As a guide from beyond.
— Jelaluddin Rumi in The Essential Rumi by Coleman Barks